Sucky day atm T^T

Today i am doing my history assignment T^T which is due TOMORROW! and its to make ur own shield... i'm DOOOOOOOOOOMEEEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD~~~~~~~~~~
i'll tell u bout my ma:
she's not a very good listener and likes to jump to conclusions about why i MIGHT be angry...
she always thinks she can pin the blame on her to make me feel guilty and when i wanna tell her the reason to why i'm upset she just goes "Am i not being a good mother?" and i tell her thats not why i'm angry and she goes and lists what she should do =="
anyways she's like ignoring me and so i'm giving her the silent treatment too.
So why am i here blogging? well it just hit me last night that typing ur feelings up were really comforting and relieves alot of stress...
well today was quite weird cos it had its ups and downs but during english our class had to read and so my best friend and i were passing notes. Sir caught us and told us to come back during lunch to write lines... but being the idiot i am, i personally like writing lines and so did my bestie. So we decided to have a race! (Y) but sadly sir wasnt in class so we're gonna go back tomorrow...

i just had a great idea! :D
during the end of each post, i will add a question and if you happen to read it answer it. comment or whatever.

So todays question: Have you ever wondered what the world would be if u weren't born?

My answer: For some reason i pictured the world being a LITTLE glum, by world i meant the environment in which i live in. But since my family doesn't know i exist, i guess everything would be ok. Just alittle weird sometimes when i have these thoughts, u know.

Sometimes u never realise the most important things until they're gone.